

MY NAIVE SENSE OF THE WORLDMy naive sense of the world gone, The people of this world are not worth much, Not one person has proven that they are worthy of my friendship, They lie, They cheat, They stab my back, Everyone is deceitfull, Nothing has lasted, I wonder why the world has fallen so far, People are just frauds, And not one is worth my time!MY NAIVE SENSE OF THE WORLD


WHY DO I LIEWhy do I lie, When everything isn't all right, Why do I lie, For everyone elses benefit, Why do I lie, To try and make me feel better, Why do I lie, When everyone knows I'm a fraud, Why do I lie, Is it cause I'm scared. Why do I lie, To try and hide the pain, Why do I lie, Hoping it will quit, Why do I lie, For everyone but me!WHY DO I LIE


HOPE OR DOUBTSleepless in bed i lay, Longing for that loving embrace, Knowing that when i wake emptiness is all that awaits, Hoping that things will be right again, Doubting that i will ever hold you again, Morning comes, loneliness awaits, Longing for this emptiness to quite, I need to know, HOPE or DOUBTHOPE OR DOUBT


AngerCommotion starts, Something awakens, Adrenaline pumping, Fists clenched, Anger rising, I want to scream, I want to fight, I want to fly, I want the world to turn back, Everything is backwards, Emotions that should be hidden are shown, Thoughts of wrongdoing are in my head, My skin feels alien and wrong to me My anger trying to burst from my chest, Who is this being that resides in me, Why is my mind alien to me, Why can’t this wrong be forgotten, Why do I revel in anger, These new feelings scare me They aren’t me, And yet thAnger
my name is merek.
good name.
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and the dev stalk.
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-jinx
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"Yellow matter custard, green slop pie,
All mixed together with a dead dog's eye,
Slap it on a butty, ten foot thick,
Then wash it all down with a cup of cold sick".
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hopelessness is infinite
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"...sexual inuendo intended"
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Something Youll Never Forget...
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